Wednesday, June 18, 2008!
HandWritten on; 10:35 PM
Hey people... I finally know what's the disadvantage of working at NUM.. it's difficult to get the working schedules u want cos MOST of the ambassadors are also poly students and everyone is also submitting numerous schedule.. anwway, this week, im working this sat and sun.. Both 5 to 10.. 10 a hours a week when it is the holidays.. wtf.. this holiday i have yet to start on any holiday assigments and the projects.. GOD.. im so fucked.. so stress now.. lucky got about 4 more days to go.. anyway, about yesterday dragonboat training.. It was tough as usual.. the senior said our discipline was bad that day.. But i guess it's due to the fact that everyone was sleeping late due to the holidays and that is already our optimum performance.. anyway, ytd i really push myself to the max.. I mean really MAX MAX! during the run, I push myself and manage to run till the last 500m then i gave up at the upslope.. As in my speed just slowed down.. But i still felt bad.. like some loser.. After the run, it was the PULL UP! 3 sets of 10.. first set, did about 7! it's like first time so much.. But nothing to be proud of. only 7.. cannot even meet the citeria.. For the second and third set, my energy was so so so DRAINED that i can't even do one.. I wonder if im doing the right method of pull up at the first set.. Andand, this pull up drained so much of my strength that i can feel my whole arm.. from deltoid to lower arm.. All the muscles popping out.. So much that i have no energy for gyming le.. anyway, training was about it.. today i woke up with muscles sore all over.. even the back of my body.. i still intened to gym today.. But i guess my current condition overrule it.. and for tmr, i will be going training again.. But im afraid my body still ache so effing loads and i cannot perform to the optimum.. GOD.. i wonder how.. GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO PERSERVERE THOUGH TILL YEAR 3!!!