Friday, April 25, 2008!
HandWritten on; 6:11 PM
well, people. It had been some donkey days since i las post. Anyway, i shall update u people about my poly life. shall start from the orientation camp.
1st day: I was late as I had to install the updates for my lappy. Met weitat and he bring me to his group. At first, when I first see my group, I already got so bored. However, LEEFENG is in my group too. He was my friend since small. We used to play catching and soccer together. Oh, and he grew even taller. Now his height is 1.96m, it's like so ZOMGWTFLOL TALL! He's taller than me by 20cm! First day did nothing much. I was so bored to tears.
2nd day: had games the whole day. Oh, I realised how united it is when we played the games and I believe u really mature a lot faster in poly.
3rd day: LF and I purposely late because we did not want to go for the mass dance. Went in to the convntion centre to see the performance. It was exciting and everyone was getting high.
Well, the OG was fun. A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL SBs & SCs!
DAREDEVIL ROCK YOUR HOUSE~
next was about the first week in school. First week the school of BA only had lectures. It was kind of stupid because I could go school for 2 hours only. Anyway, I befriended this guy called Jimmy. He was a great pal and real skilful in pool. We are in the same group for all the modules. Thurs dragonboat training was great. My dream to be in the dragonboat CCA has came true. Training wasn't shag for me but many people gave up along the training. Hmm. Guess u need to have a strongwill.
2nd week of school:
This week was not as bad. All my good thoughts of poly should be erased. Tuesday when we all had to introduce ourselves, this disgrace me a lot. We had to say our English grade and R4 grade. & Dunearn SS never had students with good English results. I guess my English and R4 is the worst in the class. Everyone in the class had single digit for the R4. The feeling is horrible, it's like I feel so stress up. On wednesday, I had IS. For IAC, I am with a group of people from other courses like CBE etc. & my group had to do a presentation. Guess what scare me off? My group got a C for the presentation. All out the sudden, there was a fear running down my spine. I felt poly isn't that easy and slack afterall. In Acc, almost everyone is thriving to get into Universty and everyone came from good sec sch with a good R4. I am v demoralised. I am more doubts in myself for getting into a local Uni. This week I wasn't feeling well too. I had a sore throat, cough and fever until today. This makes things harder for me to concentrate in class & stuffs. && I couldn't go for my dragonboat's training. The seniors might think I'm one of the weaklings that cannot take the first training. Having a sore throat makes me unfit for my vocal class too. Ohmygod. This is one of the lowest point of my life. Feels so weak and small. It would be great if I had someone to care or me at this point in life. =((
& I hope I can manage my time well for next week. I had school, dragonboat and work.
That's all for now. Shall post yet soon again! Pls tag too! =))
God, I pray that U will give me the strength to continue this journey and that I am able to go through this smoothly without any difficulties.