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Wednesday, June 20, 2007!

HandWritten on; 9:54 PM

i'm so shattered..
anyone need punching bag?
kill me!

lessons in morning..
went to play lan after tat..
my day.. lol..

this song represent my feeling..

famous last words- MCR

Now, I know that I can't make you stay,
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your...

And I know there's nothing I can say,
To change that part.
To change that part.
To change...

So many bright lights that cast a shadow,
But can I speak?
Well, is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete

A life that's so demanding,
I get so weak.
A love that's so demanding,
I can't speak.

I am not afraid to keep on living.
I am not afraid to walk this world alone.
Honey, if you stay I'll be forgiving.
Nothing you can say could stop me going home

Can you see my eyes are shining bright?
'Cause I'm out here on the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror.
And I'm so weak.

Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete?
A love that's so demanding,
I get weak.

I am not afraid to keep on living.
I am not afraid to walk this world alone.
Honey, if you stay I'll be forgiving.
Nothing you can say could stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living.
I am not afraid to walk this world alone.
Honey, if you stay I'll be forgiving.
Nothing you can say could stop me going home

These bright lights are always blinding me.
These bright lights are always blinding me.

I say

I see you lying next to me.
With words I thought I’d never speak.
Awake and unafraid.
Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me.
With words I thought I’d never speak.
Awake and unafraid.
Asleep or dead?

'Cause I see you lying next to me.
With words I thought I’d never speak.
Awake and unafraid.
Asleep or dead?

I am not afraid to keep on living.
I am not afraid to walk this world alone.(Or dead!)
Honey, if you stay I'll be forgiving.
Nothing you can say could stop me going home.(Or dead!)

I am not afraid to keep on living.
I am not afraid to walk this world alone.(Or dead!)
Honey, if you stay I'll be forgiving.
Nothing you can say could stop me going home.(Or dead!)

I am not afraid to keep on living.
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey, if you stay I'll be forgiving.
Nothing you can say could stop me going home

i'm left with nothing..
i almost get drowned by my tears..

HandWritten on; 12:57 AM

life is meaningless~
the world is filled with misery!
FUCK THIS WORLD!

i made everyone give up..
& u give up on me..

Saturday, June 16, 2007!

HandWritten on; 10:57 PM

hey people..

went to study in the afternoon with joel lim and kelvin lim..
but cannot concentrate for long...
&& left soon after..
then went to play arcade..
i met my primary sch friend, QING CHENG!
i'm surprised he still recongnised me and my name..
then eat at LJS..
watch fantastic 4..
but something is bothering me throughout the show.. :(
it's a nice show though..
homed after that..

whats the point of going back when it might just happen again!

Thursday, June 14, 2007!

HandWritten on; 12:23 AM

pooled the whole day on tuesday..
from 12-8.. i'm addicted!

stayed at home today..
shall do a quiz..
from genevieve's blog..

name people u know from A-Z

A-alan ang
b- bruno
c- calvin
d- darylene
e- enqi
f- felix
g- genevieve
h- huiqi
i-issac
j-joel lim
k-kenneth
l- lynn
m- marcus
n- nur
0-oswa
p-peishan
q-qiupeng
r-rani
s- seokting
t- tiongyee
u-umi
v-veman
w- wei quan
x-xinyu
y-yuhong
z-zhijie

What does A sms you about ?
we hardly sms :((

What is C's nickname?
Chia

How do you get to know D ?
same class

How despo is E ?
very! lol..

Name of G's bestfriend
dunno-

Does H knows I ?
ehh.. not sure..

What if J becomes your enemy ?
i will die.. cos he's my cute BEST friend!

Under what conditions will K & L get married ?
it will be the best!
lol.. but someone will kill kenneth!

What's M's initials?
mar?

Do you enjoy talking on the phone with N?
not close at all..

Do you think O knows P ?
yeap!

How geeky is Q?
not at all~

Is R quite popular ?
nope..

What if S likes you ?
it will never happen.. lol..

Is T a very random person?
think so..

How's U and V related ?
not related anyhow..

Do you take W as anything else besides a friend ?
i treat him as a V good friend..
he always help me when i need the most help..

When is the last time you met up with X?
ehh.. during the last day of D&D camp..

Are Y and Z enemies ?
dun think so

Of everyone from A-Z, who do you love most ?
ahem..

Will you betray anyone of them?
never in my life..

Have you confessed to anyone from A - Z?
ahem..

End of survey

i'm so emo now!

Tuesday, June 12, 2007!

HandWritten on; 12:39 AM

the past 4 days is boring!
i stayed at home everyday..
i'm a good boy!
today i went to huihan's BBQ party..
dunno why he want to have party..
met up with kelvin lim to play pool first..
felt that i improved..
i win 3 out of 5 rounds..
at least i finally win him..
then went over to huihan party..
got zhijie, seokting, siqi, huihan, kelvin and I..
played 21 dots or blackjack..
lost money! :( haiz!
then went to play bball..
not in the mood to play...
but still played in the end as i must be more sporty..
then went home at 11.30.. lol..
kind of tired now.. :(

i was worried sick about you when you didn't reply.. :(

Thursday, June 07, 2007!

HandWritten on; 11:17 AM

haven't update for a long time..
i shall post about ytd..

woke up at 7..
chiong to panjang..
then rushed off to work..
work from 930-10..
so tiring..
like the legs going to break le..
when i reached home..
received kind of bad news..
cried till 3plus..
now eyes like super puffy :(:(
that's about it..
going to converse fair le..
cya ppl..